Thursday was such a great day for me especially I had a great encounter with God. It's pretty exciting.
Maybe some of you doesn't know how much I've been struggling lately. About my leadership position
and to be honest, I've been wanting to stop & just be a worshiper.
It's been tough lately. Being a worship leader felt like a burden to me. No it wasn't the pride. It was
more on handeling myself. My patient is a problem. I have a BAD temper. Well that's what I've been
dealing with to be honest. Yes it has something to do with me. I'M THE PROBLEM. These are the
words I've been telling myself. I'm a BAD Gal. No I'm not a bad woman. I'm just a bad girl.
So I told my husband, since I don't feel equipped enough to be a leader, might as well, QUIT.
So I spoke with our new church coaches and they told me that this is the perfect time to say "I won't
quit" because in the first place, a leader should never quit especially when the storm is massive. They
said I should push more.
God spoke to me today. He told me to keep running and Get to the finish line. He said me & Him have
a long run to go. It's not over yet. He said I haven't even finish the half runner yet. Wheewshh.. That
small voice. I heard Him when i was listening to the songs I was preparing for my worship team
rehearsal at my flat. It's true.. God really enjoys worship.
I had coffee with honey while listening to the songs. This honey is really delicious.
The rehearsal with my worship team women are WOW so amazing! We all had so much FUN with so
much laughs! I wish I had a chance to capture it. I CANNOT WAIT TO WORSHIP WITH THEM
THIS COMING SUNDAY! I love my iWorship team!
Hmm, I want you to know that I pray for you and your hubby more often than not. I was thinking about you and your hubby about a week or two ago. Not quite sure, if what I felt in my spirit was the voice of God or just me reflecting on you and what little I know of you. I felt to tell you, but I held my peace and prayed. But, since you blogged about wanting to quit. I thought it was fitting to tell you what either I felt or the Lord was telling me. You know Joy, I wonder if you even realize, what a powerful gift of singing that God has given you. As you sing and lead in worship, you're romancing and courting the Spirit and presence of God. You're also helping others enter into the presence of God. So, your job is pretty powerful. Also when you sing and worship and praise, depending on your own intimate relationship with Jesus,the songs become more alive and real in your life. And so, through your relationship with Christ and your experiences in life that God walks you through, well your struggles, victories, and passion as well as faith in God come across in the way you worship. Also the devil and his demons can't stand when God's people worship and praise the name of Jesus. They tremble, and flee. And your hubby, is an intercessor. He's to pray with depth and intensity for whatever it is that God wants him to pray for. The two of you together, Joy are a powerful team for the Lord and very dangerous for the devil. The devil is not happy. I'm sure, you know all of this. I guess, I felt from the Lord to tell you; that you're important, you're special and valuable to God. Your ministry, through God using you and your hubby has the power to set captives free and bring healing. Miracles happen Joy, when we pray and sing praises to the King. Be encouraged Joy, God loves you and wants to use you. You're not that bad. He knows you're human, but still He chose you and trusted you and your hubby to do this important work for Him. Have a little more faith in you, like He (God), has faith in you. You can do all things through God who strengthens you. God bless you. Continue to do His great work.
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